0:00 · DrewYeah, so I just want to thank you for sticking there with me, and trying to bring out what you saw in me at times when I don’t — and even still now, a lot of the time I don’t. And I don’t know, I just think you are gifted in your way, and I think if there weren’t a lot of pieces just put in place, we wouldn’t be where we are. And for me — yeah. Thank you.
0:32 · Charles V.No, I’m happy to help. Remember, in all the instances when I… I don’t know how to say it without sounding condescending, but the point is that, just like a puppy — you know he can get the ball if you just keep throwing the ball and keep guiding him to get the ball, and then once he gets the ball everything’s great, right? That thing is blatantly obvious in any coach. And I mean, some students are fucking hopeless, yes, but the point is, if he can see it, like it actually is… I like helping the person who’s thought to put the work in. Don’t get me wrong, it takes an extreme amount of time and effort to do all these things. It’s not an easy task to keep somebody as often elevated as you’ve gotten in the past, on a focused course. But the point is that I know it’s just a temporary thing, if you can just get past yourself. Remember, what you’re going through is not what you’re going through — it’s what everybody goes through. And in every single instance so far, every single person has been like, ‘Oh, it’s not going to happen to me,’ and then ‘Oh, it’s not me,’ and then ‘It’s just this one thing that set me off.’ And every single person, including myself, goes through this path. Slightly different, yes, but the point is, as soon as you recognise it’s your fucking ego—
1:48 · DrewYeah. 100%.
1:49 · Charles V.—and you can just get past recognising you suck until you don’t suck, and this comes through progress daily. Nothing else. There’s no quick fix. And so that thing, just understanding it, moving forward, and not getting focused on the goal — because again, that will knock you off your path — this is all you need. And the end is a happy place. You just have to keep on going.
2:13 · DrewYeah, totally. And that’s just where you say, with you liking to help people and stuff — like you do, actually. In my core I know that you do have this piece to you, of who you are, of just… you want to help people. You have a gift and you want to be able to share it, or a perspective that really, in my opinion, everybody else doesn’t see. And being able to share that for the people that are open to listening, it can change their lives. So it’s something that you’re gifted with. And even down to, with you, with autism and this stuff — if there weren’t all these single pieces in place… you know what I mean? It wouldn’t be where we are. It’s so crazy, you know what I mean?
3:13 · Charles V.It’s exactly where we’re supposed to be. That’s why the whole point is, if you don’t recognise this — like what you just said there — every fucking day, you’re doing it wrong.